Tuesday, May 30, 2006
hi all i am back already from penang.
well, this trip is a better one than the prev one.
i thought everything was fine
till i came back to spore
and today i receive a horrifying piece of news
my june race has been postponed to 1 and 2 jul
and u noe whats the crappy thing
i already booked my tour due to depart on 29june for 7days to tw.
and u noe what
i have to bloody hell pay a penalty of 30% of the tour fee if i want to like either change the date or cancel the trip.
which totals to 300bucks. bloody hell.
and if i can somehow find someone to replace me[which is as impossible as the sun rising from the west], i still have to pay a penalty of 100bucks i think.
and there is nothing the agency can do to budge
cos it is stated under the terms and conditions.
bloody hell.
my mom nearly quarelled with the agency person
and i think my family is famous already.
and my mom has been like scolding me since i told her abt this this morning.
bloody hell
and she uses all the most mean words and all
WTH
doesnt she consider my feelings.
bloody hell.
i want to tape up her mouth man.
basically, today has been a sucky day.
and in all, a real sucky day.
my life is damn screwed.
sucks man. totally.
so pardon me if i dont reply ur sms, unless it is really urgent
cos i really need to find a soln to all this crap asap.
-lt
8:25 pm
Sunday, May 28, 2006
ok i guess i shd update a bit..haha.fri was a mad rush to do my assignment man. stayed till 3am to do on thurs nite, then morn got sch and went home again to complete. i reached sch 10 min before it was due to hand it up. yay! finally over. that's what happens when u are last min. haha.oh but my assignment v cool one.. i went to tape record a child and her mother.. then had to transcribe and anaylse it. so tedious la. but e girl's sooo cute.. even listening back to e tape makes me smile. haha.and i started attachment at e childcare centre! went for two visits.. we're supposed to observe normal development so we will know what's abnormal i guess. the first visit i din really know how to react cos i wasn't the teacher..so what am i supposed to do if i see e children fighting? after all i'm supposed to observe them what. then second visit i more experienced le. Brought toys to to test the child-it's called the symbolic play test. and all the children swarmed over like bees attracted to honey. haha. and they dun want to share the toys with each other..complain to me.. so i have to tell them: all of you must share! haha. i like to see their lunchboxes that their parents packed so nicely for them: there's sandwiches, biscuits, yoghurt, fruits..i wanted to eat man! and they threw so much food away...so wasted right.after fri i cooked a special meal to celebrate. haha. made yellow rice and satay beef stir fry! sounds good?! of course with the help of ready-made sauces. haha. but my cooking is improving ok! and i am definitely more interested in cooking now. that day my housemate made muachee for us. and the other time she made egg tarts. not bad right. anw the point is when i'm back, i'll be interested in cooking sessions..so organise some k. but is cook together, not i cook for u all. haha. we just bought a blender recently.. gonna experiment after the exams!i'm having exams starting next fri.. 3 more weeks to hols. and after that it's preparation to go sydney! i'm already thinking of that instead of my exams:Phope u all are enjoying ur sch break!June
5:00 pm
Wednesday, May 24, 2006
hey tmr i will be meeting shini and corinneat don pieat cross street for don pie of course.we are meeting at 1220pm!join us if u can and want to have a slice of yummy pie!http://www.donpieclub.com.sg/-liting
10:37 pm
Friday, May 19, 2006
school has been going on for the past two weeks..
my time table is 8am-6pm everyday.
i guess it speaks for itself.
school ends on the 9 of June and begins on 3 of July leaving me with a grand total of 3 weeks holidays.
isn't it shocking?
when i decided on dentistry i though of its stability and the fact that i would not have to pull out my hair and decide on what branch of business or what company to join.
but i guess in life there really is no easy way out.
my parents discouraged me from during medcine cause they say its too hard a life being a doctor.
which i agree.
i dun think i really want to be a doctor.
save a old lady from dying and prolong her misery on earth?
i dun really think so la...
if she's fit and everything and can make the most of her time here i think it would be worth it.
other than that i'm not so sure..
after seeing my grandad sit at home for 10 years and keep asking when he'll go.
sit at home cause he's immobile..
dentistry..
i never really though about it..
there's no prestige being a dentist
you dun save any one lives
you look after people's teeth and stare into people's mouth.
i really couldn't imagine looking into people's mouth
and i somewhat can't imagine looking into an old lao tiko's mouth
the thought is somewhat scary
my prof said somehting funny
man wouldn't mind if you come close to them..
chest wise i add..
but if you were a guy going close to a girl is not so desirable...
back to dentisty..
most of my time during this special term is spent in the lab.
we work on models..
models as in ivory teeth... which cost 2 dollars each.
32 in your mouth...
and of course..
we get real extracted teeth and mouth it in stone...
and work on it..
this all sounds artsy futsy
and i admit its fun..
i really dun mind as compared to studying
haha
siting in a boring lecture
but...
its really difficult to make the teeth set properly man..
its like making ake..
correct amount of water correct amount of stone (tentamount to flour in the case of cakes) you mix and ta da...
the thing is that cakes u eat it..
in my case the outcome...
we work on it..
and... even though i spend endless hours in the lab...
time is never enough!
everything we do is graded..
we must show up and get a signature and a grade...
it kind of stresses me up like mad..
but i kinda learnt that i shall not be a perfectionist and kill myself just yet..
still got 3 more years to perfect my skill...
but dun worry i'll work hard so that you all will get cheaper dental treatment....
families included. =)
haha.
let me tell you about drilling teeth now..
i think you all can become dentist soon...
you all know all hte steps and everything..
if you are free can come by..
i can give you a tour.
due to cavities..
we have holes in our teeth
the teeth we get are all nice and not holey...
so we have to drill our own holes...
who would think that there are so many types of holes to drill!
lol...
sometimes i reallt dunnoe what shape the hole should look like..
drill drill drill
using indirect vision where right=left and vice versa...
not to mention that my right and left got prob..
my dad says i'm mildly dyslexic...
cause he is...
and i can't spell...
bleah..
the mouth is really v small.
and dark...
i'm like grouping in the dark..
and i have to keep re-doing..
which is qutie depressing when everyone is very fast...
but i guess practice is good..
everytime i finally get how to place our drills at what angle and everything and make a nice hole i feel accomplished...
oh well...
sometimes i wonder if i should be a dentist...
the training is so tough..
i dunnoe if it's a good job...
than again i guess there's no thing you'll know if you're good at until you try...
i guess is normal to not know what we want at this point when we've seen the world but barely experienced it...
experiencing it is of course so different...
but whatever it is...
don't give up cause of a few failures or not so satisfying outcomes...
in life dissapointments are many..
many things beyond our control..
but if we've done our part...
we've won most of the battle...
God will see us through and help us too...
so just smile....
whatever comes your way just try your best...
if you're tired and all
thats what friends are for!
to lean against and complain too...
take care peeps.... =)
love you all!
and thanks for been such great frinds..
and pork! thanks for lending me ur umbralla tt day
=)
j0-n
9:27 pm
Sunday, May 14, 2006
actually i kind of want to abandon my blog for good
and i set up a new blog
then i realise it was too troublesome
so i just deleted the new blog i created
and keep my old blog.
sigh.
pretty depressed recently.
cos i feel tt i got no direction in life.
feel lik dropping out of ntu and go into shatec or smthg
hahaha, of course i wont
the sch fees is too ex anyways.
opportunity cost is too high.
and i just wasted 3 hrs online doing rubbish
liek blogsurfing and checking out yahoo grps.
see, i got no direction in life!
and i am so tired
physically
and mentally.
physical wise, i just hope i can hold on for as long as i can.
anyways, what do u guys do online? besides msn
which i really hate i tell you.
and quite sad tt the thailand trip has to be cancelled still.
though i noe it is long over.
maybe we shld just plan to go somewhere safer in future.
i dont deny tt i am quite tired of planning stuff.
take turns i guess.
and do u think i am too impatient at times?
cos i think i am definitely impatient.
and i am really sick of working.
if not for,
i want to go overseas.
i wont be working.
sigh, life sucks
and i need a haircut
and feel like dyeing my hair
which i wont cos i just dyed it, or rather highlight.
but it was a disastrous one. cant even see, waste my money.
sigh i think i am blogging rubbish seriously
and i seriously feel like abandoning my northernrock blog for good.
life just revolves around MS and kallang now.
i am really tired u noe
i am perpertually tired.
tired of everything.
is this called a fulfilling holiday? i dont noe.
i dont foresee my future.
maybe i am just thinking too much. too much.
i need to sleep now.
cos actually i am supposed to sleep
at like 3pm and i am still online, like wtheck.
alrights, pardon me for this random post.
-lt
6:51 pm
Saturday, May 13, 2006
phebe bdae celeb photos-
hererealise imagestation improved
the pictures uploaded r damn clear n sharp!
like super!
i am amazed! haha. the wonders of IT.
-liting
2:43 pm
Thursday, May 11, 2006
hello! i was trying to upload photos on imagestation but it took so long man.. no time to wait. so i will try another day..maybe in e jul hols. haha.
everyone's exams finished already right..happy working and slacking!
anyway i will be going harbourtown shopping centre this sat! it's in gold coast..supposed to be quite good cos got all the factory outlets and it's quite a huge shopping centre! hope can still find summer clothes:p my friend said some branded watch-fossil (if i spelt correctly) cost $40-60..much cheaper than sg? anw, we shall see how it goes. haha
i saw fireworks last sat at this place called southbanks. lasted quite long.. not bad. took photos!
oh and im july i'll be going sydney..hey lyd i'm going to e hillsong conference! i heard world cup starting ard that time rite. haha have to watch in sydney then. now i don't have tv anw..boohoo.. miss chinese shows!
ok hope u all are doing fine in sg! oh i have become such an avid reader of news now that i come here..haha..no la. just that it's harder to keep in touch with news so i read online or read the straits times in library which is sadly 1 wk slow..
enjoy ur hols!
June
4:08 pm
Tuesday, May 09, 2006
Hari ini, ulang tahun Phebe ya! Haha.
HAPPY 20TH BIRTHDAY, PHEBE!Hope you'll have a wonderful and fulfilled day!Luv,
the rest of the ebeegirls :)
11:12 am
Monday, May 08, 2006
hey hey!
good deal!
come join!!!!
lurrve
aud
9:45 pm
Friday, May 05, 2006
Hey people! Haha. Ya. I've decided to stop blogging for a while. There had not been any interesting happenings lately, and I'm running out of things to blog about too. Yeah. So everyone's having their hols now right? 3 months hols, so freakin' long right. Haha. Okies. That's all I have to say for now. Byeee! Enjoy your hols!! =D
-shan-
2:09 pm
Thursday, May 04, 2006
Hey galz!
The next outing is....
When: 12th May '06, Friday
Time: 6pm
Where: Changing Appetites at Marina (A damn happening place according to olt)
And everyone told me they're free so i hope you all will turn up on that day. Thanks!
See ya!
Cheers,
sHiNi
7:53 pm
Monday, May 01, 2006
we're all back to job hunting again!love,aud
10:37 pm
