Sunday, May 14, 2006
actually i kind of want to abandon my blog for good
and i set up a new blog
then i realise it was too troublesome
so i just deleted the new blog i created
and keep my old blog.
sigh.
pretty depressed recently.
cos i feel tt i got no direction in life.
feel lik dropping out of ntu and go into shatec or smthg
hahaha, of course i wont
the sch fees is too ex anyways.
opportunity cost is too high.
and i just wasted 3 hrs online doing rubbish
liek blogsurfing and checking out yahoo grps.
see, i got no direction in life!
and i am so tired
physically
and mentally.
physical wise, i just hope i can hold on for as long as i can.
anyways, what do u guys do online? besides msn
which i really hate i tell you.
and quite sad tt the thailand trip has to be cancelled still.
though i noe it is long over.
maybe we shld just plan to go somewhere safer in future.
i dont deny tt i am quite tired of planning stuff.
take turns i guess.
and do u think i am too impatient at times?
cos i think i am definitely impatient.
and i am really sick of working.
if not for,
i want to go overseas.
i wont be working.
sigh, life sucks
and i need a haircut
and feel like dyeing my hair
which i wont cos i just dyed it, or rather highlight.
but it was a disastrous one. cant even see, waste my money.
sigh i think i am blogging rubbish seriously
and i seriously feel like abandoning my northernrock blog for good.
life just revolves around MS and kallang now.
i am really tired u noe
i am perpertually tired.
tired of everything.
is this called a fulfilling holiday? i dont noe.
i dont foresee my future.
maybe i am just thinking too much. too much.
i need to sleep now.
cos actually i am supposed to sleep
at like 3pm and i am still online, like wtheck.
alrights, pardon me for this random post.
-lt
6:51 pm
